This is One Bad Year…

I was informed just now about my uncle… those shadows were extensions from the cancer on his previously removed kidney. The cancer is in his lungs and chest… I cannot remember the name other than it beginning with renal. No chemo can help it… Apparently survival rate to five years more is 5% if my memory of what she just told me is correct. Yes, my memory is that bad.
Sigh… As usual, hearing about death, I just go into a numb state minus the fact that my chest gets tight and I somewhat forget to breathe regularly…
I have nothing else to write…