Bah. I came down with a cold right after ThanksGiving. Lovely, that is. Today I am able to stay awake… but then again my eyes were freakishly dry to the point that sleeping more was impossible. I do feel better in comparison to the day before, though. Sigh. ‘Just thought I’d make a note of this. Oh, and due to being sick I did not see Cindy today.
Turkey Day went by without much of a hitch. I was asleep most of it, anyway. I woke up feeling under the weather and ended the trip still feeling under the weather. My eyes were shut most of the day. I had a headache that went off and on and felt rather sick to my stomach. Fun times.
My dad has been down here since Saturday and will be leaving again on Sunday. Today I will be getting an ID card for once â€“ well, I donâ€™t have a license, duh. My parents plan to decorate the house starting today and work more on it tomorrow if I am not mistaken.
Eileen has risen from the dead and we have exchanged emails a little. I saw that she posted on the board just now. It left me feeling a bitâ€¦ sad. I think. Estranged is the word that pops into mind when I think of the equation of her plus me â€“ just not in the â€œon bad termsâ€ sort of thing. Ah, heck. Who knows?
I have not seen Kyle for a long time either. I am not surprised and for some reason, it does not bother me so much as it would have when younger. I suppose it is due to lack of really seeing ANYONE on the net as of late. I suppose that is all fine and dandy, though, since I think I am a bit out of it more than usual.
Ohâ€¦ yeah. The week before this, I think that was the time, on Tuesday I had an appointment with another psychologist. She did a test with me. It was not extensive like the last one I did a year ago. It only took less than an hour. She was nice though and I apparently laughed, since my mother said she heard me. I am rather curious of what the results were from that little meeting.
Iâ€™m getting off. I am quite blank now.
The week is a blur. I am no longer sleeping my life away, though. Dad left on Wednesday. My sister dropped down today around two in the afternoon. She left around seven. Monday I see Cindy. Tuesday I see some new person. It is pretty much to let another person determine just how f-ed up I really am. Blah.
What can be said, I have been utterly tired lately. I have been sleeping atrociously to the point I cannot really remember anything. Well, I did get a haircut… about a week ago. With that I found a pair of jeans and got a sun catcher while at the mall.
I did not see Cindy on Monday. It sounds cheap to say it is because my mother forgot, but the thing is, I sort of have to rely on her. Why? My memory was shot a long time ago and thus is not very reliable for the most part.
Um… the other day… Yeah, Friday my mother an I returned home from grocery shopping and worked on re-filling out a form – one that my mother said she already gave to whoever sent it. Saturday my dad came down. I have no idea when he arrived because I slept most of the day away. I woke around one or two in the afternoon and ell asleep again around five due to fatigue as well as feeling the need to ralph. Such joy.
Other than that, the past week is a blur when I finish thinking about it. Anyway, my dad should be staying until Wednesday and I will be seeing Wynn on Friday.
| You scored as Ishida Uryuu. You are Ishida Uryuu. Very handy with crafts and needles, you are talented and smart. You began with a huge grudge against shinigami, but after meeting Kurosaki Ichigo, things have changed. You work side-by-side with your once enemy, and have realized the importance of your grandfather’s lesson. Truly, you care about your friends a lot more than you let on, and you cannot help but worry about them. Trust your friends strengths and lend them your strength too.
Heh… cool. He’s my favorite character. Though I do relate to him the most, I am not one for sewing, have never encountered a shinigami before and do not know my grandfather much.
| You scored as Ishida. You are Ishida. You’re a super genious- and you know it! People call you a geek, but being good at sewing isn’t just for girls! You want to be able to avenge someone close to you- and you have friends that you pretend to hate when really you respect them a lot and are quite close to them. You might look geeky, but some girls find that hot!
Huh… I got him again. It must be the “do you wear glasses” question that is the key. I’m not a super genius, however, and I do not think I have ever particuliarly looked “geeky”.
| You scored as Ichigo Kurosaki. Ichigo. Not one to mess with. You rush in headlong without much of a strategy, but your strength keeps you going. You protect those who need protection.
Wow… I never saw this one coming. Only thing I can be relatively certain on is the last sentence.