Tuesday was spent half sleeping and half being awake. What is up with this need to sleep all of a sudden? I mean, yeah, my sleeping is hectic, but I do not undergo excessive hours of sleep until… wait a minute, maybe… Wow. Okay, maybe it is “normal”. I should have known from last night. I had my monthly nosebleed.

Ah, the joys of medication. To think I am better off with this sort of stuff. Ha! Though… yeah. If I get off it, the withdrawal would be hell. I know only due to forgetting about my medicine for two days. Oh, and it is much worse if I overdose just on an extra pill since the side effects seem to be the same in the beginning.

Anyway, I saw Neko and CP not long after I got back. Sadly, neither was on last night. Even though I hit the bed “early”, I could not sleep for some reason. Yeah, yeah… Sleep almost all day and I am surprised at having trouble sleeping? Why I was surprised was because I was struggling to stay up before I hit the bed. My body is odd… unless I use that excuse “… so tired I could not sleep”.

I have chatted with Lee during his History class apparently. Fun times. His teacher sounds boring though. I might be wrong, but hey, I am somewhat biased.

Hem… the simple word biased makes me think of CP and Neko. I am biased about their parental units. They know where I stand. Ah… I wonder if one can legally “adopt” a person who is a year older then him or her – not as a child! I want to make them legally my family. I am a nut.

I am rather curious to when I must see the psychiatrist again. Oddly, I found myself wanting to talk with her again – for important reasons, no. I merely seem to like her it seems. By now though, the need to talk is not here, but I thought it was noteworthy. How often do I actually care to talk idly with someone? I mean really.

Oh yeah, I think a new music fad is going around. Quite a while ago, it was downloading from things like Napster, Bearshare and the like. Then MP3 downloading and things of such similarities hit the runway. Now it is exchanging music through downloads. I have been hearing music I never heard before as of late due to emails sending songs my friends want me to hear.

It is interesting since for the most part I have either heard the songs or the songs are of genres I’ve never even heard before. Either way, I am always game when it comes to music unless it is something ridiculous… like Polka. I guess it is because of my family.

My mother used to listen to Country all the time and now has Classical playing all the time. Both parents listened to Oldies. Then there is my sister who is mainstream. My brother listens to pretty much everything it seems… Rap to Country, Alternative to Pop… My eldest brother, I have no idea anymore. I know he was a “Punk” sort of person, but nowadays he listens to music like Tori Amos or what I assume are bands or groups that are still trying to make names for themselves – he’s at the capitol and that is where Austin City Limits is.

I have no idea what my taste would be called really. I mean let me see what is playing on my thing right now… Cranes, Da Rude, Evanescence, Kyo, Lifehouse, Mehdi, Mono, Portishead, Sarah Brightman, Sarah McLachlan, Secret Garden, Tori Amos, and Yanni. I have not the slightest idea what those genres are. I just know they are on my list of “relaxing music” now. Ah well. I never was good about labels and categorizing.

It took me a bloody long time to get the idea of congregating during middle school. “Preps”, “Thugs” and the like… What in the hell are those! … That was how I was for years. Genres to movies, music and books… for the most part, I know naught. I can only identify dead giveaways. Country (that has not crossed over), Oldies, Classical… those are easy to identify. The labels for music like “Alternative”, “Rock”, “Punk” and such… those are a bit harder. I suppose it is due to all of the clashing of genres – “Punk wannabe”, “Pop-rock” and all of that bull. It is music, and that is all I really know.

Sigh. How annoying. I am feeling tired again.

~ The Vampire Sheep