The week is a blur to me really, but I don’t think much of anything has happened. My brother still is supposed to see an Oncologist some point. My friend, Neko, seems to be in okay health at least and I saw Shred for a short period one night.
The twenty-fifth was quite a day though. It was the girls b-day. I sent them a flower. A bird fell out of its tree. It was a baby. I saved it before the dogs could get it though. Along with that three celebrities died… O.o… Farrah Faucet, Michael Jackson and some dude who I’ve seen cartoons caricature. He was some guy who showed up at your door with a check or something…
Friday is a blur… I did get an email from CP, which was really surprising, but nice. Nothing else comes to mind other than that and that we ate out at Chili’s and I actually found something I rather liked for once. That was bloody amazing and it did me well too. I was starving the night. Oh, yeah… my appetite has grown bigger for some reason. Maybe it is this lack of energy? Who knows? It is annoying as well.
I’ve been watching movies every other day or so to try to keep myself awake more. All it does it prolong my time awake for a few hours. I did watch Con Air the other day. I saw it when it came out in theaters and I loved it. Seeing it the other day just made me realize… it actually is still my favorite movie.
Yesterday a bird fell out of its tree sometime after Dad and I got back from the grocery store. It was smaller than the bird from before. I saved it like the other one and placed it on the outside of the fence so the dogs couldn’t get to it. Now it is with the other stranded baby.
I’ve still been out of it, have had trouble focusing and haven’t been writing much due to this. I’ve been sleeping a lot still and all that jazz. It is annoying. In the beginning I thought it was my usual week of sleeping a lot. Then I thought a week after that it was just sticking with me longer than usual. By the next week I’m concerned and particularly annoyed…
This morning, I think I’ve determined that the only possible explanation for my head feeling so… “out of it” and my sleeping is due to becoming a bit immune to my medication. It has really been a struggle to stay up these days. I try to and have even fallen to watching a movie every once in a while to stay awake most of the afternoon, only to fall asleep not long after watching it. Oi.
Mom is thinking on trying to get me in to see the head doctor again. Then I can see if it is indeed immunity occurring by upping the dose a bit. Meh… I hate this crap. With one of the pills, upping the dose can lead to side effects popping up and those suck from what I recall. Bah.
My dad told me he saw the mother of one or perhaps both of the birds coming down to feed them. That made me happy. I put out some water as my mom asked.
Dad and I went on some errands and I got two movies I hadn’t seen in a long time while he grabbed some new ear-plug headphones. We got some picture frames as well. I helped him put up pictures… measuring, leveling and all that stuff. They look nice. After a few more things including getting a particularly late lunch, I settled down and watched one of the movies I got. It was good.
Now I’m here. I’m out of it, I feel like resting on my bed and all that jazz. Problem is, it is four in the afternoon and my dad usually cooks dinner around five.
Sigh… well… hopefully this is all just immunity to my meds and it’ll get fixed up soon. If it is, hopefully upping the does a bit won’t screw me over though. Evil drugs… they are annoying buggers. Sigh… Still, at the moment I cannot really remember what I just now wrote and it wouldn’t matter if I reread it to refresh my memory. It is almost ka-put.
Oh, yeah… tomorrow I have a doctor’s appointment. Oh, joy. After this one all I should have left is my eye doctor next month. Bah!