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She can be unstable, moody and hopelessly confused. Kaoru can be the unwise, irrational type when tables are turned. Her negative attitude can be that of a person with a death wish. She can be obsessed with fatality and her own mortality. At her worst, she could be considered dead on the inside already. Her thinking is erratic and can give the sense lacking sanity. |
| The "destructive Kaoru" says things of little sense and likely do not make sense to her either. She cannot do much when in such a state however, due to great uncertainty. During these times, her mind works backwards. She will keep pouring information in; however, her mind is never filled. |
| She can become impossible to deal with and make things more difficult than need be. She is not one to do well with inevitability. The destructive her does not finish things she starts. When approached in bad terms, she becomes bewildered. She is likely to become illogical, inept and forgetful. If things go bad, she will feel lacking and empty. She feels dead and likely will hide or avoid. |
| She is hopeless when in this state. She becomes lacking in luster, tired and careless for her well being. She can be intolerant, distrustful and desperate. Her view of life around her becomes limited and she is shortsighted. She is soon one of confinement rather than her usual free state. She becomes frustrated mind and body. She no longer sees the big picture and finds life to be too exhausting - a waste of time and energy. She becomes distant in mind. She exhausts her reserve for energy when in such a state. If she is approached in the wrong way, she will panic. |