*Trying a sleep change…

Well, I found out the whereabouts of the twins. I ended up having a feeling that… was not of the most positive. It was not anything like annoyance, anger or anything negative like that… but it was not relief or something a person usually felt when finally knowing the answer after much concern. Emotions are hard to place.
Tomorrow my dad will be coming down. He’ll be staying until Sunday this time. Friday my second brother is leaving for a break, going around the area we used to livve at. My sister is back from her trip to LA. She is all fine and dandy. She is moving into her appartment now. My eldest brother is still a disappointment and my mom thinks she very well will have to seel my grandmother’s house much to her displeasure – sentimentality afterall.
*Yesterday, my mother came into my room and poured out her annoyance/troubltes/something over my eldest brother. I cannot say I am much help on the matters, but I could listen. I hate it when people ask for certain input, though. My mom asked about some things that I cannot fathom. Oh well.
Tomorrow I am going to try to make my sleeping pattern more towards one of “normalcy”. Fat chance that is, but I am going to try. It will be one huge struggle for me. Trying to stay awake all daylight hours never was a strong point of mine. I sleep oposite. I’m not diurnal and I have struggled plenty on trying to become such, but it never worked. Even harder, I can only sleep around four hour long intervals, thus having my sleep split into two different times a day. Simply put, the endeavor shall be a bitch.
That is all I am writing.